Good Morning Lovely Planet


It's the finale of week one, and my system is still high on endorphins. I have to say this is one odd year-start. Of course there's the usual glimpse of hope that maybe it's gonna turn out better this time, my life that is. But since I started this week, it feels different. It's more of a maybe i'll work harder for it this time kind of optimism. This has nothing to do with the revolution, I swear. Maybe it's that I'm one step away from graduating so I'm giving it the final push. Maybe it's some senior first year syndrome that I haven't heard of, I don't know. It's just there. 
However the endorphins can never replace my ever so gloomy look on this country. I don't hate it. I don't like it less. I simply can't love it more and my share of love right now is not enough to keep me in it. I dream of planes all year long, on daily basis. I'm being selfish I know, but I can't control it. 
So maybe I feel better because I'm one step closer to leaving. I don't mind. It's a 'whatever makes you feel good' world today. So my advice is look for what that is and live it. Drop all excuses, think less of the people that, although may truly love you, stand in the way of living your dream and last but not least... own it.


This might not be the most cheerful song to put, this wasn't about me being cheerful at all, because I'm simply not a cheerful person. This song fits my current mood exactly. I hope you like it.