1-1-2012

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20 years 1 month 6 days old.

Documentation of the past few hours of my life from yesterday the 31st of December 2011, till now: 1st of January 2012 10:33 AM

I've been sleeping from 8:00 pm yesterday.
 
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 9:00 pm
10:00 pm
11:00 pm
12:00 am. 1st of january 2012: I remember vaguely my mom kissing me happy new year.
1:00 am
2:00 am
3:00 am
4:00 am
5:00 am
6:00 am
7:00 am
8:00 am
9:00 am: I woke up.

It's a new year.

Before going to bed yesterday, the idea of a new year resolution haunted me for a while. Deep down I surely wanted to do one, for it represents hopes of a better life to come. But I knew better than to make the mistake one more time.
So I guess by that I have subliminally decided that the only change for 2012 is to... stop hoping.
What a change of me in a couple of hours.
I already feel different. Less humane. Less... better than before. Good Job.


10:39 AM ... Nothing has changed.
The End?

One more thing before I go; I've wasted so much time.
This year, I'm fighting for what I believe for.
Fuck.
There goes my last 2011 decision. I'm hoping again.
Happy New Year, world.