In Here

Celebrating your birth
Grieving your death
Have you chosen either?
Fighting a new breath
And for a new breath.

What don't I want to do?

Today. decision. life. graduation. work. money. fame. luxury. humility. tomorrow. family. independence. man. love. free. travel. passport. visa. permission.citizenship. now. happy. die. tired. be. no.yes. ok.

I want to start this post by rambling about my current status in life hoping by the end of it I will have figured out something some sort of direction that I am going to take.

I want to start this post by talking about how changed I am after coming back from Germany and how different now everything is and how it's also exactly the same.

I want to start this post by talking about the mind torture I'm going through, having arrived to some facts that are paralyzing my thoughts and paralyzing my future. pfft stupid word.

I also want to go watch some TV, waste the day and just forget about everything.

which is basically what I'm off to do...